What's been happening.

Well, you may have noticed I've been silent for a while. There is no dramatic reason, other than I've been very busy. Busy is good, which I'm sure you know. It keeps my mind from dwelling on the things it shouldn't and I don't have time for negative thoughts. There have only been a few days recently that have been difficult as far as anxiety goes. Sometimes I get into a position, usually in front of the T.V., and I can't move. It's not because I'm lazy or even because I'm tired, but because I'm literally stuck. I get to a place where I can't seem to imagine shifting gears and doing something else. It's safe and easy where I am at that moment and I feel a sort of fear when I think of moving to another place in the house or starting a project etc.

This is one I haven't figured out yet, but I'm working on it. I think it has something to do with a fear of failure, but I'm not sure. Of course it doesn't make much sense, but that's what this is all about.